Wasn’t sure how to begin this, but I can say that I’m feeling better on the medication than I was off it. I feel more relaxed, less anxious, and a bit more upbeat abut things. I feel more confident, more motivated and keen to do something constructive and productive.
I’ll be starting on my University application soon, I’ve done part of it, but I have to chase two people for their assistance to complete certain sections. Both are difficult to obtain, I am finding, however, but I will persist.
I don’t normally write blogs this short, but I think I don’t need...
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white lie ·
Thursday July 3, 2008
Yeah, well, I guess I should also admit that I had stopped taking my anti-psychotics a few days ago as well. Well, may be like a week or go or close to it/ Ten days perhaps? I don’t really recall. I’m going to get back on my meds today I think. Or may be I will wait and see what happens next.
Physically and mentally I am all over the place. Nausea has been my biggest gripe since not taking my medication. I can’t eat, drink or speak without feeling queasy. My stomach is constantly churning, and every time I need...
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Another day without my medication for depression. Yet again I am feeling overpowered by the commands from the voice, and yet another day where I feel I can’t pull myself out of my personal abyss of depression. It’s a cold, dark and lifeless place in which any form of light has trouble in seeping through. It’s a darkness that I don’t think I will ever get out of without taking my medication.
Even then, if I was to resume my medicine usage, I will still be aware of that darkness and emptiness that lives within me, and which cannot be tamed...
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