a season of change ·
Thursday September 8, 2011

so i caught my brother reading a hardback novel yesterday, he says he’s becoming bored with games. what a time to change, i now have motivation to make my own changes without having to worry about him he seems to have sorted himself out in like a day and put me to shame about my use of narcotics and such. i will kick this habit soon as possible, i will make changes, he’s really made me happy for real, i’m not sure that can be quantified by mere words – it moved me, I hope he can look up...Twist the teats for more

celebrate good dreams come one! ·
Tuesday May 31, 2011

I’ve been in therapy for….about 6 or 7 years now. IT did help, especially when we started doing CBT, then I got bored of it because I read as much as I could on it so I wasn’t learning everything from her, so I did my way and realised the root problems were vary many. I was also taught how brain works, and I understand there is a chemical imbalance in my brain hence the copious amount of medication they’ve given me. I take 60mg Duloxetine (anti depressants), 30mg Ariprprazole, 15 mg procy clidine and now lorazapm I think...Twist the teats for more

the cure? ·
Tuesday May 31, 2011

No long story, just want to some serious answers. I am currently taken the max dosage of Duloxetine which works well – i was off it for a week because my GP fucked me over, so I was a wreck and anxious, and they work by reducing all that, but I thought schiz caused depression would be gone if the voice hearings stopped. Which they almost have. Though I was hallucinating a today. I can’t talk to my GP because he’s not an expert, I’m going to visit my shrink next week (my 12th in 2 years because they lack...Twist the teats for more