one year on ·
14 July 09

It’s been a year since I last blogged on planet blogtardation, I guess I am a contributor to blogtardation. Actually I don’t really know what that means. I should probably read up what it meant, then used it. But hey, I’m a chancer, so I take risks, I’m too cool to read things up. I read things down, ya dig? There’s a repeat programme of a reality TV piece. It’s about getting “well off” folks into southern-Asia and making them work in factories and do labour work in the fields. There’s like one Asian guy in there who’s a total fucking...Twist the teats for more

back on track ·
6 July 08

Wasn’t sure how to begin this, but I can say that I’m feeling better on the medication than I was off it. I feel more relaxed, less anxious, and a bit more upbeat abut things. I feel more confident, more motivated and keen to do something constructive and productive. I’ll be starting on my University application soon, I’ve done part of it, but I have to chase two people for their assistance to complete certain sections. Both are difficult to obtain, I am finding, however, but I will persist. I don’t normally write blogs this short, but I think I don’t need...Twist the teats for more

white lie ·
3 July 08

Yeah, well, I guess I should also admit that I had stopped taking my anti-psychotics a few days ago as well. Well, may be like a week or go or close to it/ Ten days perhaps? I don’t really recall. I’m going to get back on my meds today I think. Or may be I will wait and see what happens next. Physically and mentally I am all over the place. Nausea has been my biggest gripe since not taking my medication. I can’t eat, drink or speak without feeling queasy. My stomach is constantly churning, and every time I need...Twist the teats for more