Today’s been a reasonably bad day. I’m nursing a toothache that won’t disappear. It’s been bugging me for ages and it hurts like hell. I’ve taken another two ibuprofen tablets to help easy the pain. My tooth doesn’t need to come out, it’s just sore in and around it.
The main reason I wanted to write was because it’s been nearly a week without my anti-depressants, and I’m starting to feel the effects of not being on my medication. I feel lethargic, uneasy, nauseous, and sick in general. They’re only minor effects, nothing too serious, but I am aware of the...
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The time in between my blog entries is growing, mainly down to my lack of motivation to write any thing. I guess I’m writing now because I’ve become desperate to improve my current state of mind. If I can write out what I feel, I can then remove those emotions and change my mental state. It’s sort of like purging, you could say.
Another reason is because I can’t quite keep up with the way my brain has been racing with thoughts and ideas, some good, some bad, but all of them together is overwhelming. So, I’ve tried to relax a...
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There’s stuff going on inside my head, that I don’t know whether I should be worried about. The voice has over powered me in the sense that I don’t feel able to talk to anyone, see anyone or be around anyone. I don’t feel as though I’m going to harm anyone, or myself in particular, but I do feel physically sick. My stomach is turning, and I feel like vomiting, and this is connected with the abuse and berating I’ve received from the voice this night.
Other factors have come into mind as well, such as the cohesiveness of this family,...
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