thought control ·
13 January 08

I think I’m making myself sick, but I’m not sure. I’ve been taking small overdoses for the past week of duloxetine and risperidone. The reason for this is because I’ve not felt right in the head. The voice hearing has been tense of late, and it’s been throwing me off guard. The increase was supposed to, in my hope, to improve the situation, but it hadn’t. Where the meds came from, I’m not really sure as I was down to my last few doses until my mother found a bag with meds with my name on them. I was surprised as...Twist the teats for more

brother ·
8 January 08

I doubled my dose of my medication yesterday and also today. I’ve been feeling on edge these last few days, as well being more emotive. Nothing interesting has happened, so I can’t attribute these feelings to anything in particular. The reason of taking an overdose was to help remove those feelings of anxiety. Perhaps I’m not being truthful with myself. I have felt a little closer to my half-brother, and he’s been hanging around my room whether it’s to watch a movie, cartoon, to use the Internet and the like. Yesterday he started school again, and I was a little crushed...Twist the teats for more

music for a child ·
2 January 08

My meds are kicking in so I’m writing this with some difficulty, and I won’t remember tomorrow. I need some advice on what to possibly introduce my kid brother to music wise. He came to me today asking if I could get Candyshop and, for a minute, I twigged that it might be fiddycents, but then thought it was perhaps some sort of pop group. Then he mentioned fiddy and I came to the decision to deny him listening to fiddy by calling fiddy’s music “gay and crap”. So I asked him to name me some other bands/artists he could think of...Twist the teats for more