just a quick email ·
29 September 09

One thing I forgot to mention was I am having some serious issues with my short term memory. In the past week or so, I have taken (I think) up to 4 or 5 accidental overdoses at night, and about 2 or 3 accidental morning overdoses. These haven’t been attempts at suicide. Some of the overdoses have been on “bad” days, which we talked about on the phone, and some on “good” days. What happens is that I make a plan in my head to take my medication at x time. I then either take the medication at that time, and...Twist the teats for more

fixing leaks ·
10 August 09

Well the other day my half-brother came back from table tennis practice at his school. He kind of started talking, with reservation, and I didn’t acknowledge at first what he said, but he said it again and I finally caught what he said. He explained how he had to sit in on a class before table tennis took place. The lesson was home economics. But I’m not talking about baking a cake or anything like that. This is the sort of home economics where they teach you how to put a condom on. Maybe they baked a cake afterwards. I didn’t...Twist the teats for more

half-blood brothers ·
22 July 09

I am not the best brother in the world. Actually, I am not the best half-brother in the world would be more accurate. When I was told my mother would marry again, it didn’t occur to me at the age of 13/14 that another kid would be on the cards. I don’t particularly relish the thought of my mother and step-dad going at it. Shit I don’t think you want to have that image in your head either. Sorry. To be completely honest, I don’t remember him as a baby, or remember him in his years as an infant. I was...Twist the teats for more