Wasn’t sure how to begin this, but I can say that I’m feeling better on the medication than I was off it. I feel more relaxed, less anxious, and a bit more upbeat abut things. I feel more confident, more motivated and keen to do something constructive and productive.
I’ll be starting on my University application soon, I’ve done part of it, but I have to chase two people for their assistance to complete certain sections. Both are difficult to obtain, I am finding, however, but I will persist.
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Another day without my medication for depression. Yet again I am feeling overpowered by the commands from the voice, and yet another day where I feel I can’t pull myself out of my personal abyss of depression. It’s a cold, dark and lifeless place in which any form of light has trouble in seeping through. It’s a darkness that I don’t think I will ever get out of without taking my medication.
Even then, if I was to resume my medicine usage, I will still be aware of that darkness and emptiness that lives within me, and which cannot be tamed...
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I’ve decided to extend my little experiment of not taking my anti depressants. I’ve got The Killers playing in the background, and it’s rather uplifting. It’s catchy, repetitive, derivative, and yet it still has a sort of luring appeal. Perhaps it;s the bland and simple lyrics that make the whole thing work, but it’s not infuriating me or annoying me in any way. It’s not going to be my therapy, but I’m glad that I’ve found something that I wouldn’t normally be into to appeal to me. It’s either me lowering my standards, or I’m in a vulnerable state that...
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