So I didn’t take my medication last night, and I found it difficult to sleep. The sedative properties of the Risperidone helped me go to sleep. Without it I struggled to get sleep. I woke up this morning unsure as to whether or not I had slept or not.
This morning I’ve felt sick, my stomach is turning, I feel nausea, and depressed. I don’t know if it’s my mind reading too much into it, but I wasn’t expecting the effects against taking medication to take place so soon. I’ve noted that my use of medication has been both habitual, and...
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Today’s session tested my mind and my physical restraint I think. What I mean by that is, I was talking about thing that conjured up images, thoughts, and voice-related violence towards my psych. I’m sure she understood this, because she initiated and delved into the subject of voice related behaviour within sexual/romantic relationships.
It was a strange session, because I was confronting, I guess, my past experiences within relationships and the like. My relationships have faltered mainly down to the inability to demonstrate emotion properly, if I can say that. When within a relationship you need to give part of yourself...
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I’m looking at the papers I got and took away from my session this morning. I’ve had a look at them, but without my psych present it’s difficult to understand what has been written. This is partly due to the handwriting, and partly by my inability to read bad hand writing.
It’s like encrypted text, only readable and deciphered by the person who wrote it, for everyone else it could easily be Swahili. I was going to write about what was written but as I’m having difficulty reading it, I’ll have to recall from memory. The only problem is that my...
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