It’s been a year since I last blogged on planet blogtardation, I guess I am a contributor to blogtardation. Actually I don’t really know what that means. I should probably read up what it meant, then used it. But hey, I’m a chancer, so I take risks, I’m too cool to read things up. I read things down, ya dig?
There’s a repeat programme of a reality TV piece. It’s about getting “well off” folks into southern-Asia and making them work in factories and do labour work in the fields. There’s like one Asian guy in there who’s a total fucking...
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Wasn’t sure how to begin this, but I can say that I’m feeling better on the medication than I was off it. I feel more relaxed, less anxious, and a bit more upbeat abut things. I feel more confident, more motivated and keen to do something constructive and productive.
I’ll be starting on my University application soon, I’ve done part of it, but I have to chase two people for their assistance to complete certain sections. Both are difficult to obtain, I am finding, however, but I will persist.
I don’t normally write blogs this short, but I think I don’t need...
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Another day without my medication for depression. Yet again I am feeling overpowered by the commands from the voice, and yet another day where I feel I can’t pull myself out of my personal abyss of depression. It’s a cold, dark and lifeless place in which any form of light has trouble in seeping through. It’s a darkness that I don’t think I will ever get out of without taking my medication.
Even then, if I was to resume my medicine usage, I will still be aware of that darkness and emptiness that lives within me, and which cannot be tamed...
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