one last try ·
30 June 08

I’ve decided to extend my little experiment of not taking my anti depressants. I’ve got The Killers playing in the background, and it’s rather uplifting. It’s catchy, repetitive, derivative, and yet it still has a sort of luring appeal. Perhaps it;s the bland and simple lyrics that make the whole thing work, but it’s not infuriating me or annoying me in any way. It’s not going to be my therapy, but I’m glad that I’ve found something that I wouldn’t normally be into to appeal to me. It’s either me lowering my standards, or I’m in a vulnerable state that...Twist the teats for more

better off meds ·
28 June 08

Has it been two weeks yet since I stopped taking my antidepressants? I think it is, but I’m not certain, it’s been a few days at least to get the medicine out of my system. So how does it feel? Well, to be honest it’s not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I was expecting something a little more dramatic than just an upset stomach, nausea and dizziness amongst other symptoms. Initially it was the first few days that really took their toll on me. I had the pain, the nausea etc. and that was really tough...Twist the teats for more

lifting the lull ·
22 June 08

I feel better, though not by much. I woke up early in the morning due to a stomach ache, so it wasn’t the most pleasant morning I’ve had. Inside my stomach were circus performers breathing fire, or partaking in acrobatics that made my middle twist and turn like a roller coaster without brakes. I took some antacids, which seems to be a bit of a trend for me at the moment. I’m also taking ibuprofen far too easily and frequently. I think it’s possible that I may be getting addicted to just popping pills, and that is something I am very...Twist the teats for more