The time in between my blog entries is growing, mainly down to my lack of motivation to write any thing. I guess I’m writing now because I’ve become desperate to improve my current state of mind. If I can write out what I feel, I can then remove those emotions and change my mental state. It’s sort of like purging, you could say.
Another reason is because I can’t quite keep up with the way my brain has been racing with thoughts and ideas, some good, some bad, but all of them together is overwhelming. So, I’ve tried to relax a...
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Today was the worst session I had from any one related to mental health services. It was bike man again, except bike man too the tube this time, and apparently made people laugh telling jokes. So obviously the life of the party.
We had an hour’s discussion, which worked one way. He spoke while I listened, with the odd moment where I would be given the opportunity to answer a question or provide some say in what needs to be done. He went on, and on, and on and fucking on. I couldn’t take much more of it as I was...
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I’m feeling disappointed, depressed and demotivated. The three “d’s” as I will coin them. I was supposed t have my last session with my shrink of about 2 and a bit years on Friday 1st February. I had every intention of going, but I also had to meet with my new key worker who shall remain nameless. I shall call him, bike man, because he rode a bike to visit me that day and I think he cycles on a regular basis.
So anyway, as I explained in my Email to my shrink I wouln’t or couldn’t attend because I was...
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