white lie ·
3 July 08

Yeah, well, I guess I should also admit that I had stopped taking my anti-psychotics a few days ago as well. Well, may be like a week or go or close to it/ Ten days perhaps? I don’t really recall. I’m going to get back on my meds today I think. Or may be I will wait and see what happens next. Physically and mentally I am all over the place. Nausea has been my biggest gripe since not taking my medication. I can’t eat, drink or speak without feeling queasy. My stomach is constantly churning, and every time I need...Twist the teats for more

ok you win i give up ·
29 June 08

Another day without my antidepressants, and I am continuing to feel very depressed. I can’t pull my head out of this limiting and controlling illness. I feel so sick as well. If I eat till I’m full, I start to suffer from nausea, it could just be a stomach bug. However, it’s been like this for nearly two or three weeks now, and I don’t seem to be getting better. Once more I’m limited and restricted to staying in my bed because getting up or moving around, like typing on the computer, is really making me feel as though I’m going...Twist the teats for more

say no to drugs ·
24 June 08

I can’t remember how many days it’s been since I took my anti-depressants, but it feels like it’s been a while. I’ve been feeling lost, drifting, and empty. I’m suffering from nausea, dizziness and lethargy. My energy levels have recently felt very low, I feel no motive to move around, as when I do so I feel like I’m about to throw up. I cancelled my appointment with my care coordinator today. I woke up late at 1315, and my appointment was at 1330, and it would take me around 35-45 minutes to actually get to the building. I decided to...Twist the teats for more