hard day at the office? ·
10 April 06

Well kind of, although not really. I can’t really be buggered to decide what it was. I woke up at the break of dawn. I lie, I didn’t sleep, not because I was nervous or excited by the fact that I may be going to work. No, I just couldn’t bloody sleep, whether it was the medication or simply anxiety, I couldn’t tell since one of the side effects is bloody anxiety. Or not forgetting insomina, which I suffer from without the bloody medication any way! So I got up, got ready and called for my friend at 8.30am. I...Twist the teats for more

sod this, let me sleep! ·
23 March 06

My insomnia is way out of control I haven’t slept in four days, it’s all to do with my new whacko medication. I stay up all night watching the bloody commonwealth games which are about as interesting as watching a snail and a horse fight it out. You know the horse is going to win, even if it ends up with a rather slimey hoof to boot. My social worker called today to ask how I was, and I explained that I was trying to sleep. How does it manifest itself, she asked regarding the insomnia. What the hell was I...Twist the teats for more

burn liars burn ·
13 January 06

Yesterday I went to see my care cordinator and the team psychiatrist. Since I’ve been on Olanzapine, my weight has increased. In a couple of months I put on a stone in weight, around 10-15KGs for those who don’t know what a stone is. Yes, it is a mineral, but in this case we’re talking how much mass I have gained. So this is something that has bothered me for quite some time. It’s got be depressed, and more over it’s affected my health. When I get up in the mornings, I am tired, lethargic. Normally I can walk several miles...Twist the teats for more