lethargic pains ·
20 June 08

Today’s been a reasonably bad day. I’m nursing a toothache that won’t disappear. It’s been bugging me for ages and it hurts like hell. I’ve taken another two ibuprofen tablets to help easy the pain. My tooth doesn’t need to come out, it’s just sore in and around it. The main reason I wanted to write was because it’s been nearly a week without my anti-depressants, and I’m starting to feel the effects of not being on my medication. I feel lethargic, uneasy, nauseous, and sick in general. They’re only minor effects, nothing too serious, but I am aware of the...Twist the teats for more

the unknown ·
2 June 08

There’s stuff going on inside my head, that I don’t know whether I should be worried about. The voice has over powered me in the sense that I don’t feel able to talk to anyone, see anyone or be around anyone. I don’t feel as though I’m going to harm anyone, or myself in particular, but I do feel physically sick. My stomach is turning, and I feel like vomiting, and this is connected with the abuse and berating I’ve received from the voice this night. Other factors have come into mind as well, such as the cohesiveness of this family,...Twist the teats for more

agony week ·
29 January 08

So I’, back from hell after my stint in a cesspool of vile and disgusting peasantry. The psyche broke my trust, and therefore I am going to be careful from now on what I show her, or the new guy who’s taking over my case as a key worker. Basically the current shrink is leaving to pursue other goals in another field I think, and so she has has to off load the case (me) to someone else. I’ve only had one experience with an Occupational Therapist, and I detested the girl and everything she embodied and represented. I would have...Twist the teats for more