I’ve been without medication for seven days now. How do I feel? I feel fucked up, pent up and drained. My brain is hurting, and I don’t know how to stop the hurting, this week has been one of the worst that I’ve had to deal with. In between not having my medication and suffering from withdrawal symptoms, I’ve had to deal with some serious lack of sleep. At every turn I’ve tried to make the effort in exercising my right to sleep, and I’ve failed.
Three days without sleep has left me, dead and zombified. I don’t know if the...
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It’s my third or fourth day without medication and things are not going well. This is my second day of having the overwhelming vomit inducing sickness feeling, say that ten times fast. I can taste the vomit that’s rising, but never enough for it to pour out like a pitcher of squash. Fuck, it’s driving me insane.
I haven’t slept in over twenty four hours. I tried hard and then I tried not so hard, and neither worked in getting me any shut eye. I got 0 winks let alone 40. Everything is irritating me, and so I’ve become, naturally, irritable....
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I’m getting a little worried now. My initial anxiety was that I was out of meds, and I won’t be able to get any more for another five days. I don’t know what the withdrawal will be like, or how I will feel without being medicated, but I don’t really like surprises so I want everything to be the same. Sadly it isn’t because I’ve turned fucking anxious and befuddled.
Other factors, doubts and other anxieties have crept in to my mind and refuse to vacate the premises. Over the last few days the voice hearing was becoming really difficult, and...
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