I’m going bananas. I know I have issues of the mental health variety, but these past few days have been really shitty for me. That feeling of being sick has come up again, possibly because my mind is still occupied by thoughts of severe self harm, or the opposite: harming others.
My mind has been all over the place, and I can’t seem to focus nor have an appetite for anything. Everything seems to be a monotonous effort on my part, and pretty daunting in execution. There’s a major consistency of repetition in my behaviour. I’m lost on TV, I’m lost...
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Endings are hard to deal with, especially when it’s in regard to something that you’ve been semi-dependent on. My sessions with my psych are coming to an end. I’ve been in therapy for over a year, and soon that will all end.
I’m not sure how I feel about it, at one point today I was in great despair and felt quite sick about the whole thing. Feeling sick is starting become a habit when something I don’t want happening, happens. I think the therapy for me has only just started, even after a year of it.
I feel that year has...
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It’s getting to the point that my sessions for therapy are going to be over. This has me a little worried as I thought the therapy was on going. The other problem is that I haven’t been going to my therapy sessions as often as I should, in fact it’s gotten so serious that this morning I received a letter stating that the sessions would end abruptly unless I attended more regularly than I have been doing, in order to justify the extension.
I was told that the reason why the therapy has lasted for so long, was because it was...
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