when we meet ·
11 August 06

Oh this is going to be awkward isn’t it? THere’ll be me, yourself and of course your new boyfriend. I know I said I didn’t mind him being there or coming along, but I do a bit. I mean it’s going to be a three way thing with an ex-boyfriend and your current one at the same table, with you. I have to question what you’re thinking, perhaps you want to compare what you have to what you gave up? Or perhaps you’re testing me? I might be becoming paranoid and none of this is actually part of the plan, and...Twist the teats for more

forget you ·
3 August 06

I’ve been told you’re back. From where I don’t know, but I assume I know, because last we met, you had forgotten me. I may have the memory of a goldfish, but some things I can’t forget. Did I love you as a child? Did you love me back? As I recall, the answer was no. I remember how you left, and I remember also how I felt on your departure. We were only children, but I felt a bond that still resonates with me today somewhere, deep inside. Truth be told, it makes me laugh, but I don’t remember how...Twist the teats for more

sleep envy ·
31 July 06

How I envy you and your ability to sleep. It’s diffcult for me to comprehend what good sleep is anymore, since I have a severe deprevation of sleep on too often a basis. I am so deprived of sleep that it’s made me mentally unstable, so much so that they’ve prescribed me even more medication. I am now also on Chlorpormazine, another medication that deals with schizophrenia and other psychoses including paranoia. It can also be used for the treatment of prolonged hiccups and nausea. I guess the most important thing is that it works, if it works. But does it...Twist the teats for more