Since I haven’t seen my friend in a few months, it was an opportunity to quit taking narcotics. By narcotics I’m talking of the nicotine, alcohol and non-prescribed drugs variety. Nicotine I find it easy to distance myself from. The smell, the taste, the buzz and high from it is easily reprehensible for anyone that has any taste buds or a sense of smell. It’s a vulgar, uncool habit. Well, I wouldn’t say uncool because it can still look cool to be seen smoking as long as you aren’t yacking on the floor. But smoking because it’s cool, is also...
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My last session was a strange one, with some mixed feelings about the outcome. One of the questions my psychologist asked me was how I felt about “our” relationship. I’ll be honest and say that I was well thrown with the question. No one’s ever challenged me, or questioned me about a relationship that I’ve had with them, and for some reason, I don’t understand the logic behind the question.
It made me feel, well, cornered, confused and rather isolated. It’s not the first time I’ve felt like that during a session. I guess maybe the confusion was expected as...
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I’m just trying to understand things these days. I’ve been through a few problems of late, and I don’t know if it’s karma getting back at me for being such a shit for so long. I still do coke, but not frequently. In fact infrequently would be the right term to use since I only do it when visiting a friend.
I like cocaine, but I don’t crave it, and it doesn’t get me depressed either. I’ve read as much as I can on the effects of drugs, in particular cocaine of late to understand the damage it does, but also...
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